Stupid decisions!

I swear I am the queen of stupid decisions! I have an innate ability to fall hard for men who have no interest in me. The best part is they seem to consider me a buddy and almost string me along just in case something better doesn't come along. The thing is, I totally let them. Do I not think I am worth better than that? Well guess what, I am!!! I really want a man who is gonna chase me. One who thinks I am worth going to a lot of effort to keep my love. Is that too much to ask? It's funny because for a long time this is what I have wanted but time after time I let myself be taken advantage of. I refuse to be walked on anymore. I will not accept being someone's second choice!!!